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[01 Jan 2011|06:01pm] 2010 was busy as fuck & I don't see any difference for this year. Well actually I'm thinking back on what I just typed & I'm starting to believe I'll have more fun this year! For one, I'm going to be in California for the entire spring of 2011. I'll be blogging lesser than i already am which means this space is probably as good as dead because Kenneth came home from San Diego fall not too long ago & we met for lunch, whereby he passed me a certain Spaceman's number, oh yeah!! We've been together for almost a year now but I think it was only yesterday that I truly realized how much Jerome really loves me. You know how guys always have dysfunctional tendencies in expressing themselves. At least mine does. He won't let me announce on the www what happened but I haven't stopped thinking about it since 12a.m. last night & even now. It's beautiful. It's pivotal, really. Our new year's resolution would be for him to join me in America for my last month there, but it goes way beyond simply buying him a ticket. Some misc. things i'd like to say for 2010 : Overeasy is the baddest bar ever Never get within 4 train stations of town on NYE Oppress feelings of compassion on contents of room's mess I only do design projects with people I like PeterGriffin on Twitter d(x)i magazine from España  Taxi home by Nicoll Highway from the city Avalon was definitely one of the high times good times Jerome & the New Majestic Hotel Marutama / Ken Ramen I didn't touch acrylic paint at all this year But I discovered oil to a whole new level & that was great Eddy Fendy Shawn & Xinjie made my school days Earning $100 for 8 hours of freelance Jerome x 3 comment

[04 Oct 2010|03:14pm] [ mood | busy ] Typefaces, publication design, Jerome, saving up, & iPhone games are things that pretty much whats been going on with me right now. I need to clear my wardrobe for space & munnies cos I'll be living in San Diego for a long while next year. I think I'll just use this space, so please keep watch & make my California dreams come true! 3 comment

[18 Jun 2010|07:10pm] Life isn't busy, at all at all but I'm just taking some sweet time to do some serious lazing around. Jerome's birthday passed smoothly with a wonderful night where we grilled marshmellows & meat with his best pals, once in awhile we'd retreat to the beach or a bench nearby, just the 2 of us, to spend some sexytime together haha. One night I'll never forget, I remember I couldn't stop saying I love yous. Right now I've a chill job as a freelance designer, earning 10 decandences a day so I'm pretty much financially stable, I think. Not that I work everyday, told you I was into some srz bznz chilling out teehee. O do check out KN+ | Kitsune Noir, one of my favourite design/ mixtape sites to date. comment

[14 Apr 2010|02:28pm] Okay, so I post only about 23 times a year. & about 12 of them happen over a month's holiday. Haha the maths doesn't really work out either but what it is is that I'm swinging into the more serious life, being all career & stuff. Or maybe I realise I don't care who knows about how happening my life is or anything like that, but one day, yeh one day when I'm 50, & I remember a memory archive by the name of hey-maybe.livejournal; only then I'd regret profusely. A week ago was my birthday & my boyfriend swept us away from this world to the New Majestic, a designer boutique hotel at Chinatown. & I really mean swept away. Because the moment i stepped back onto campus it was like I stepped barefoot on a really cold tile. The first thing I did was to take the lift up to my room, switch on my McIntsh & wait for Illustrator to load. I keep harping on the depressing stuff but everyone should & must know it is submission time now!! The next 3 weeks is. But I'm still here because I want to share some pictures of Jerome & I. I dunno, I just think its so beautiful a love the world ought to see it. x HELLO HANDSOME! hipstamatic for the iphone If every girl had a Jerome, there would be no complaining bitch yakkin' about boyfriends. Jerome stays one more night in hostel although he doesn't need to, just so he can go home with me the next day. He puts in a little too much effort to make a hot water bottle for my aching tummy, trying & testing & making sure its just the right temperature. He walks back after sending me home because I joked about him taking the taxi too much, he lives at the other end of Pasir Ris, ON A HOT NIGHT. He readily trades his dinner with mine when I order something too spicy for myself, & trust me he REALLY feels like having what he's having. Yeh so what else I gotta wish for? I spent so long closing my eyes in front of my birthday candles because I didn't know what else my life needed. I'm not perfect but there's this perfection & holistic thing about the security Jerome gives. & I hope with all my heart & bones that 23 entries from now, a year from now, that I'd be posting something like this again, about Jerome. Not someone else. Well but if that happens um..... oh well. haha. 3 comment

[10 Jan 2010|02:27am] ZUMREED HEADPHONES IN TURQOISE As seen on FREDFLARE! Purchased at $89 but negotiable, probably $80 or something. It's only 2 weeks old, sparkling like a gem. Do you like bass? Email kougra7@hotmail.com 8 comment

[01 Dec 2009|01:49am] ADM Halloween anddd.... my widget desktop haha. I diggin' the dancin' gingerbrd man its rather festive don't you think O Christmas is here again My exams end in right about 17 hours! Time to clap yo hans everyone! Life begins then. I have studied very hard, worked very hard, played very hard this semester. So fast, & it feels like I just moved into hostel. I know right, everybody says that. Yesterday we just collected back all our works that were on display for the visual communication show. & we came to realise how much money we spent on printing in the whole course of this semester, & how in the end we have it all back in our hands. I think I spent a good $800 printing everything, swiping my bank card like I've got alot in there. From this, I've learnt that I must produce works that I actually want to keep, works that are worth spending this much money printing. I'm flying to Korea to make snowmen on Thursday, but for now I'm going back to studying Dada & Surrealism. Yea thats my paper for tomorrow. Do you know that Surrealism isn't about escaping into the 'imaginary', rather, its more like celebrating the triumph of imagination, which is ultimately an in-between merger of the 2 states - Dream & Reality? Terrific. 5 comment

[09 Nov 2009|02:19am] " & thats what great art does, to snap people out of their stupor & say, you know, let's look at the world in a different way" – Rupert Sanders comment

[07 Nov 2009|03:51pm] [ mood | attained nirvana ] O when will i ever really have the proper time to post here like I should, & need. Every night & day & weekend & travelling time & before sleeping time are thinking spaces for my work. The only sites I ever surf are facebook & countless art\design sites. I hardly go to FML or news or comics anymore. It's not like i'm hating this, but I'm starting to think that university life shouldn't be this catastrophic & cluttered at all. I mean, this is the epilogue of your entire studying life, shouldn't it be cooler & freer & naughtier? Yeah so with that said I'm really not that free to speak much here currently, but I felt I needed to post about this morning. ( more ) 9 comment

[17 Oct 2009|09:25pm] my atrocious handwriting reads sketch.odopod.com/ sometime next week i will use this site you should too, it is wonderful & will make your days happy   comment

[13 Oct 2009|11:31am] Yknow sometimes I like to starve myself of music all day so when I finally spin some, its like orgaxmic comment

[10 Oct 2009|12:53am] [ mood | needy ] Waoh its been awhile since this space.......... No surprises for guessing what I've been busy with. However I have no complaints to make, this week has been a pleasant one. Although I found out I had a Graphic Design AND Forensic quiz the day before both tests. Although I found training a little disagreeable. Although I only had 8 hours of sleep to brave 3 long days. All this is pretty painful for I am not one of those ADMers who can stay up all day all night, I need sleep & will lose all form & function if I'm denied sufficient rest. But somehow this week of October has been wonderful. I think its the photography, praise for my assignments, the L4D, happy company, handsome boy. My friends are really nice to me & i don't deserve it. I wish I had more time to spend with people I miss spending time with. This week I also began to show signs of getting used to oil paint, today was my 3rd time using it. I love how I can push the pasty paint around, how i can take my time blending it to smooth perfection. Its been some time since I've posted pictures here right, here's a scattered some, alot from my work cos I don't do much of anything else anyway: ( 100 ) </div> 12 comment

[10 Sep 2009|12:05am] What is wrong with this week!? On Sunday, I received bills of 3 digits which were supposed to be 2. On Monday, we found out our baybee cacti got hhhhacked off by the low iq grass cutter. On Tuesday, I played Poker for my ricebowl but lost $14 instead, now thats 3 meals negative. Also I realised I owe the printing company payment & I'm short of a mysterious $80. On Wednesday, o thats today, I used my monthly contacts for a day & then tore one side. I couldn't care less about Thursday & Friday, forecast is grey ): So I know I don't particularly feel like it now, but I'm going to drag myself down to Simian Mobile Disco on Friday night & let everything go there, whether the weather whether I like it or not.  O & last week, the refrigerator, television, and washing machine spoiled. 5 comment

[10 Aug 2009|02:10am] Tonight, was so insane. I just got home, earlier on I was out with 2 guys who could play the guitar real sick. We had some drinks & stuff, but the only drink I had was the Butterscotch thing. Which is really awesome by the way. So we were there, at the balcony at Clarke Quay, singing about the moon & each other & handphones, when we ran out of songs that we knew. It was great, just sitting there, hearing Glenn sing cos he's so good god he should really be on Singapore Idol plus he can play. I didn't provide much musical input, except blow this party squawker. If there's anything to boast about, I could get it in tune! After awhile we went on an adventure around the roof, climbing & running. That landed us at Helipad. Alan was so smooth, he totally fooled the staff that we stumbled out from the inside so we got in for awhile, confusing all the staff & shit. Haha he was still dancing when the manager came to ask how we got in, & he said 'Magic!' hahahaha strike #1. Strike #2 was when Alan & Glenn took the guitar, & sang a really weird happy birthday song to this group of Eurasians, afterwhich Alan himself sang about how beautiful one of their wives were. Then the Helipad people called security. Who, of course, Alan chatted up to as well..... Damn. The night ended with me& a penniless Tanya cabbing back & then not having a wallet to pay up with. I wish I could tell you I seduced the driver to giving a free ride. Ah, I had so much fun. This is how its like in ADM, so I can't wait for school to begin. Today has been a good day. Wenqiang finally, finally, asked me out!! Dude I was giving up on you man. I haven't seen you in months & all you ever do is to ask me the same questions 7 times! Oh I just can't wait to see you tomorrow. I wasn't planning on going out but this is you we're talking about. I'm so going to do a jump-hug on you! Happy National Day, this has been too good. comment

[02 Aug 2009|09:25pm] July has left me with a throat so bad my chest hurts when I cough, a tan so overwhelming I put 3x the amount of blush, lips so pale I look like a Ganguro girl, nose running away from my face. On the drive back from camp on Friday night, I felt totally odd. Like I've been displaced & removed & now I have to readjust. This is what camps do to you, they throw you into another dimension & once you get out of it, you feel sudden & half empty. I kind of like that, actually. This is my last week of holiday. I will party it away once I'm done recovering. That will be Monday's agenda. I can't wait for drinking games, photographs, little dumplings, candy, kitten toe shoes.... Not going to do any art. I really miss some people & this is the time. 7 comment

jpg creds to yuehan <3 CLAP! [20 Jul 2009|01:03pm] Too quickly a year goes, I remember the sparkles in my eyes during every single day of ADM foc 2008. Everything was well planned, looked decent from an artist's eyes, good photographs in the making & as we network for the future with the friendship of now. I love it when everyone is in one hugging line singing to Coldplay, I love it when we can act retarded & its acceptable nowhere in NTU but here, I love it when I can dance to good electro because we have good music taste, I love my school building, I love being driven wild on trolleys, I love laughing at the many things to laugh at, I love Powduct Design & Benimations & Illiustrator. There always seems to be something more for me to attach myself to. I love ADM. A new semester is beginning & by the looks of our timetables & those who got hall & those who didn't, we are going to have alot more solo mobile time, yknow, moving around alone, not seeing familiar faces walk up the LT stairs, not being able to laugh too loudly or behave too oddly because there are less ADM people in your class now. Now we're all separated by what we want to pursue. Oyea we can still sit around & talk about our projects & brainstorm, but it just won't be the same knowing we have different assignments altogether, different professors to bitch about. But somehow I have a reassurance these bonds go beyond all that. I've made so many good friends here, I'm thinking its because I can really be myself. My improper, wild child, quirky wardrobe self. I love ADM. Another reason for elation is Rachel Ho being here. I didn't think she would end up here, honestly, knowing her unpredictability. Then again.. If there's anyone that I want to share the joys of ADM with, its her. Rachel I think this place is perfect for you! I can't wait for school to begin, I can't wait to see what dope nonsense she comes up with for her assignments. We were extremely close back at SAJC, but once I graduated it just blurred for awhile. Whatever really, I'm just so glad you're here!! I also can't wait for everyone to know how awesome you are haha. Ok this has been such a, a passion-overflowing emotion outpouring entry, which jumps around like my mind does. ADM is worth the hour++ long trip from Pasir Ris, its worth dealing with all the bad food at NTU canteens, its worth the insanely large & annoyingly hilly campus, its worth having all the low eq PRCs around. ADM is probably the best choice in life I have made. I love ADM!!! (I'll do a proper photo dump of foc & the rest of my holidays soon. Life has been too bustle its too good to be true) 4 comment

[06 Jul 2009|08:06pm] My Cardboard Life HAHA! This site is genius, G! These are the things to do when you've got nothing but scraps in your pencil case & a history lecture going on. 8 comment

[05 Jul 2009|10:25pm] Ohai, I'm good & I'm honest! Finally right, finally. About time. My heart is beating at a healthy rate, days are simple & lovely & I know it could be worse. But I'm not allowing that. Sure I wonder about things, don't we all? Right now, I just need to find the part(s) of me which I lost along life's tragic happening(s). /////////////////////////// 4 comment

mornings & bedtimes are the worst time of my day. [30 Jun 2009|12:38pm] & the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste Could it be worse? I'm not sure if its a good or bad thing that I emo-ed everything over again last night, but I know it was a good thing my girlfriends were there. Its a beautiful, painful, shameful feeling when someone else is going thru the exact same thing as you are. Its lovely because then, they can really listen as they know just what you need to hear, to know, to talk about. Funny how in such a short span of time, something we thought would last forever ends just like that. Just like, someone blew out the candle, or someone dropped a new camera. Try as we might to sanitize ourselves of all recollecting thoughts, but I think I'll just let myself wear off it slowly & effectively. I didn't think I'd take so long. I've never taken so long for anyone before. We talked about doing whatever it takes, having silly thoughts that will be immature 2 years from now. We learn, but sometimes, we don't deserve to learn it so hard. I don't know if it works but I cry over every specific memory, so after that its sorta out of my system, at least away from the brink of generating tears since thats already done. Oh, I just wish we could go back to the start. Tell me your secrets, ask me your questions like a stranger ): I miss you

[25 Jun 2009|11:07pm] Hello reader, never been better. Today we danced, took, & whisked it all away with what started out as a formal project for some zine column I'm doing. There are many things I love about life, one of them has got to be digression. From where all creativity & outrageous ideas tumble forth; this spontaneity so wicked. This is like, a little snatch of what we did today, I mean honestly y'know, we weren't even drunk. I think I look so Aoki & thats perfect! We were just there, in my room, wild & free hahaha. I guess today was really something only many years of friendship could produce. Changing in front of each other, dancing when the other is just watching, communicating with tones that could only be rude anywhere else, comfortable silences. Ew ew our clubbing song is still ringing in my head...... Tanya I will do the video now. Isn't my little me beautiful? She's got a cheese on her head! Everything is going slow until you don't think about it. Then it magically speeds up & before you know it school's starting no time for lazy movies, installing inspirationals in yourself, energetic playing, thinking about what you always think about. I love the visuals I discover everyday, I love my restaurant on facebook, I love adrenaline rushes, but not too much. As for the emotional updates, there's always that set of satanic thoughts my mind goes back to when I see something related, that makes my smile droop & eyes fall. Time is taking abit too long & sometimes I wonder if it will ever go away? Its like this, this stiff black THING pounding on my inner spirit. 5 comment

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