[09 Nov 2009|02:19am] " & thats what great art does, to snap people out of their stupor & say, you know, let's look at the world in a different way" – Rupert Sanders stir?

[07 Nov 2009|03:51pm] [ mood | attained nirvana ] [ music | Sigur Ros ] O when will i ever really have the proper time to post here like I should, & need. Every night & day & weekend & travelling time & before sleeping time are thinking spaces for my work. The only sites I ever surf are facebook & countless art\design sites. I hardly go to FML or news or comics anymore. It's not like i'm hating this, but I'm starting to think that university life shouldn't be this catastrophic & cluttered at all. I mean, this is the epilogue of your entire studying life, shouldn't it be cooler & freer & naughtier? Yeah so with that said I'm really not that free to speak much here currently, but I felt I needed to post about this morning. ( more ) 9 stir?

[17 Oct 2009|09:25pm] my atrocious handwriting reads sketch.odopod.com/ sometime next week i will use this site you should too, it is wonderful & will make your days happy   stir?

[13 Oct 2009|11:31am] Yknow sometimes I like to starve myself of music all day so when I finally spin some, its like orgaxmic stir?

[10 Oct 2009|12:53am] [ mood | needy ] [ music | Vitalic - Flashmob ] Waoh its been awhile since this space.......... No surprises for guessing what I've been busy with. However I have no complaints to make, this week has been a pleasant one. Although I found out I had a Graphic Design AND Forensic quiz the day before both tests. Although I found training a little disagreeable. Although I only had 8 hours of sleep to brave 3 long days. All this is pretty painful for I am not one of those ADMers who can stay up all day all night, I need sleep & will lose all form & function if I'm denied sufficient rest. But somehow this week of October has been wonderful. I think its the photography, praise for my assignments, the L4D, happy company, handsome boy. My friends are really nice to me & i don't deserve it. I wish I had more time to spend with people I miss spending time with. This week I also began to show signs of getting used to oil paint, today was my 3rd time using it. I love how I can push the pasty paint around, how i can take my time blending it to smooth perfection. Its been some time since I've posted pictures here right, here's a scattered some, alot from my work cos I don't do much of anything else anyway: ( 100 ) </div> 12 stir?

[10 Sep 2009|12:05am] [ music | Erol Alkan - Waves ] What is wrong with this week!? On Sunday, I received bills of 3 digits which were supposed to be 2. On Monday, we found out our baybee cacti got hhhhacked off by the low iq grass cutter. On Tuesday, I played Poker for my ricebowl but lost $14 instead, now thats 3 meals negative. Also I realised I owe the printing company payment & I'm short of a mysterious $80. On Wednesday, o thats today, I used my monthly contacts for a day & then tore one side. I couldn't care less about Thursday & Friday, forecast is grey ): So I know I don't particularly feel like it now, but I'm going to drag myself down to Simian Mobile Disco on Friday night & let everything go there, whether the weather whether I like it or not.  O & last week, the refrigerator, television, and washing machine spoiled. 5 stir?

[10 Aug 2009|02:10am] [ music | Ratatat - Classic ] Tonight, was so insane. I just got home, earlier on I was out with 2 guys who could play the guitar real sick. We had some drinks & stuff, but the only drink I had was the Butterscotch thing. Which is really awesome by the way. So we were there, at the balcony at Clarke Quay, singing about the moon & each other & handphones, when we ran out of songs that we knew. It was great, just sitting there, hearing Glenn sing cos he's so good god he should really be on Singapore Idol plus he can play. I didn't provide much musical input, except blow this party squawker. If there's anything to boast about, I could get it in tune! After awhile we went on an adventure around the roof, climbing & running. That landed us at Helipad. Alan was so smooth, he totally fooled the staff that we stumbled out from the inside so we got in for awhile, confusing all the staff & shit. Haha he was still dancing when the manager came to ask how we got in, & he said 'Magic!' hahahaha strike #1. Strike #2 was when Alan & Glenn took the guitar, & sang a really weird happy birthday song to this group of Eurasians, afterwhich Alan himself sang about how beautiful one of their wives were. Then the Helipad people called security. Who, of course, Alan chatted up to as well..... Damn. The night ended with me& a penniless Tanya cabbing back & then not having a wallet to pay up with. I wish I could tell you I seduced the driver to giving a free ride. Ah, I had so much fun. This is how its like in ADM, so I can't wait for school to begin. Today has been a good day. Wenqiang finally, finally, asked me out!! Dude I was giving up on you man. I haven't seen you in months & all you ever do is to ask me the same questions 7 times! Oh I just can't wait to see you tomorrow. I wasn't planning on going out but this is you we're talking about. I'm so going to do a jump-hug on you! Happy National Day, this has been too good. stir?

[02 Aug 2009|09:25pm] [ music | Kraftwerk - Autobahn ] July has left me with a throat so bad my chest hurts when I cough, a tan so overwhelming I put 3x the amount of blush, lips so pale I look like a Ganguro girl, nose running away from my face. On the drive back from camp on Friday night, I felt totally odd. Like I've been displaced & removed & now I have to readjust. This is what camps do to you, they throw you into another dimension & once you get out of it, you feel sudden & half empty. I kind of like that, actually. This is my last week of holiday. I will party it away once I'm done recovering. That will be Monday's agenda. I can't wait for drinking games, photographs, little dumplings, candy, kitten toe shoes.... Not going to do any art. I really miss some people & this is the time. 7 stir?

jpg creds to yuehan <3 CLAP! [20 Jul 2009|01:03pm] [ music | Bright Eyes - Metal Firecracker ] Too quickly a year goes, I remember the sparkles in my eyes during every single day of ADM foc 2008. Everything was well planned, looked decent from an artist's eyes, good photographs in the making & as we network for the future with the friendship of now. I love it when everyone is in one hugging line singing to Coldplay, I love it when we can act retarded & its acceptable nowhere in NTU but here, I love it when I can dance to good electro because we have good music taste, I love my school building, I love being driven wild on trolleys, I love laughing at the many things to laugh at, I love Powduct Design & Benimations & Illiustrator. There always seems to be something more for me to attach myself to. I love ADM. A new semester is beginning & by the looks of our timetables & those who got hall & those who didn't, we are going to have alot more solo mobile time, yknow, moving around alone, not seeing familiar faces walk up the LT stairs, not being able to laugh too loudly or behave too oddly because there are less ADM people in your class now. Now we're all separated by what we want to pursue. Oyea we can still sit around & talk about our projects & brainstorm, but it just won't be the same knowing we have different assignments altogether, different professors to bitch about. But somehow I have a reassurance these bonds go beyond all that. I've made so many good friends here, I'm thinking its because I can really be myself. My improper, wild child, quirky wardrobe self. I love ADM. Another reason for elation is Rachel Ho being here. I didn't think she would end up here, honestly, knowing her unpredictability. Then again.. If there's anyone that I want to share the joys of ADM with, its her. Rachel I think this place is perfect for you! I can't wait for school to begin, I can't wait to see what dope nonsense she comes up with for her assignments. We were extremely close back at SAJC, but once I graduated it just blurred for awhile. Whatever really, I'm just so glad you're here!! I also can't wait for everyone to know how awesome you are haha. Ok this has been such a, a passion-overflowing emotion outpouring entry, which jumps around like my mind does. ADM is worth the hour++ long trip from Pasir Ris, its worth dealing with all the bad food at NTU canteens, its worth the insanely large & annoyingly hilly campus, its worth having all the low eq PRCs around. ADM is probably the best choice in life I have made. I love ADM!!! (I'll do a proper photo dump of foc & the rest of my holidays soon. Life has been too bustle its too good to be true) 4 stir?

[06 Jul 2009|08:06pm] [ music | Marble Sounds - Come Here ] My Cardboard Life HAHA! This site is genius, G! These are the things to do when you've got nothing but scraps in your pencil case & a history lecture going on. 8 stir?

[05 Jul 2009|10:25pm] [ music | Alaska In Winter - Speedboat To Heaven ] Ohai, I'm good & I'm honest! Finally right, finally. About time. My heart is beating at a healthy rate, days are simple & lovely & I know it could be worse. But I'm not allowing that. Sure I wonder about things, don't we all? Right now, I just need to find the part(s) of me which I lost along life's tragic happening(s). /////////////////////////// 4 stir?

mornings & bedtimes are the worst time of my day. [30 Jun 2009|12:38pm] [ music | Coldplay - The Scientist ] & the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste Could it be worse? I'm not sure if its a good or bad thing that I emo-ed everything over again last night, but I know it was a good thing my girlfriends were there. Its a beautiful, painful, shameful feeling when someone else is going thru the exact same thing as you are. Its lovely because then, they can really listen as they know just what you need to hear, to know, to talk about. Funny how in such a short span of time, something we thought would last forever ends just like that. Just like, someone blew out the candle, or someone dropped a new camera. Try as we might to sanitize ourselves of all recollecting thoughts, but I think I'll just let myself wear off it slowly & effectively. I didn't think I'd take so long. I've never taken so long for anyone before. We talked about doing whatever it takes, having silly thoughts that will be immature 2 years from now. We learn, but sometimes, we don't deserve to learn it so hard. I don't know if it works but I cry over every specific memory, so after that its sorta out of my system, at least away from the brink of generating tears since thats already done. Oh, I just wish we could go back to the start. Tell me your secrets, ask me your questions like a stranger ): I miss you

[25 Jun 2009|11:07pm] [ music | Kumisolo - Time Machine ] Hello reader, never been better. Today we danced, took, & whisked it all away with what started out as a formal project for some zine column I'm doing. There are many things I love about life, one of them has got to be digression. From where all creativity & outrageous ideas tumble forth; this spontaneity so wicked. This is like, a little snatch of what we did today, I mean honestly y'know, we weren't even drunk. I think I look so Aoki & thats perfect! We were just there, in my room, wild & free hahaha. I guess today was really something only many years of friendship could produce. Changing in front of each other, dancing when the other is just watching, communicating with tones that could only be rude anywhere else, comfortable silences. Ew ew our clubbing song is still ringing in my head...... Tanya I will do the video now. Isn't my little me beautiful? She's got a cheese on her head! Everything is going slow until you don't think about it. Then it magically speeds up & before you know it school's starting no time for lazy movies, installing inspirationals in yourself, energetic playing, thinking about what you always think about. I love the visuals I discover everyday, I love my restaurant on facebook, I love adrenaline rushes, but not too much. As for the emotional updates, there's always that set of satanic thoughts my mind goes back to when I see something related, that makes my smile droop & eyes fall. Time is taking abit too long & sometimes I wonder if it will ever go away? Its like this, this stiff black THING pounding on my inner spirit. 5 stir?

[15 Jun 2009|10:35pm] [ music | Sebestien Teller ] 4 stir?

[08 Jun 2009|11:28pm] [ music | Loquat - Sit Sideways ] 14 stir?

[30 May 2009|08:49am] [ mood | devastated ] stir?

[29 May 2009|07:21pm] [ music | The Cinematics - Human ] DOPE! My first handmade .gif image. Its true, because Datarock is also the day I meet my girlfriends xoxo Totallys starting to love my job, i learn something new everyday eyes widen & widen in 33 minutes i will hurl myself into a time-disregarding night; techtonik moves, mad camera flashes, w-whaaaitza vidyu??, pop songs & more all after some good dosage of alcohol. this is good because i need to rewind & take my mind off some confusing things........   stir?

[27 May 2009|11:27pm]  Work is getting good but you're not

[21 May 2009|12:27am] [ music | Greg Weeks - Ash Rising ] It is holiday, & my spirit is deprived of it. When semester broke, it was a week of regeneration, cleaning up, waking up for lunch & boyfriend time. A week later, I'm sprung into a whirlwind of full time job & too early mornings. Its been a few days at the designing firm now, it is no candy. Children please do not splurge around or spend so much, only buy what you need & you know what you need. I work too long for too little money, + times are not good. I can't go for trainings, I can't do the things I like. I come home after the sun & I still have things to do. Everyday I ingest about 14 hours of the computer screen, my eyes are losing their shine. I can't wait to start school again. I'll be closer to my boy. Earlimart - The Movies (perfect. just the song to make you feel like.. its all perfect.) 4 stir?

w rksp ce [13 May 2009|01:15am] [ music | Thunderbirds Are Now! ] Wind vanes are blown up by the wind. 13 stir?

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